year 2009

Each year, in the beginning of another new year, it's coming to year 2009.
the mission of the year, what it means for everyone to have a new looks for new life 2009.But, i have no hope on this year. Everything is not under controlled and no make sense for me to make a wish or hope for myself even others else. Day after day, everything is changing no certain good or bad. Balancing in life is basic driving to not going to be lost. Compared to the line near to the life, there are much more unsatisfying and complicated criteria. Nobody is saved from sins or isolated himself to heaven. Social, environment and politics make a new person. The person of the year 2008-Barack Obama. The person of the year 2009-i don't think is ME...


shirly, i love you.

你的背影

Turn a way round, i have my own blog again.
someone that important in my life has been reorganizing this for me last few days.
do you hope i will write down all words all feelings over here? For sure the answer. I'm here willing as well...

Monday,20th Oct 2008, you went back to hometown once again.
This 3 weeks holiday gonna bring me up to miss you so much.
After you were driving far away from me to the airport, my soul came out and flying around, not to turn over to self and try to languish me in this long moments. However, no matter how hard am i trying to control the emo it still lacked.

The day in dark room with laptop's screen light...
the song is keep playing...[ The Moffats ]...[ Maroon 5 ]...
I try not to think of you, but when I close my eyes...

nothing more than this words...
I miss you babe~


I'd like to run away
From you,
But if you didn't come
And find me ...
I would die.
~ by Shirley Bassey ~